AM I FREE?

Hmm.. when I opened bloger.com and my blog, I just realized that there is one similar thing between the two sites. Both header are using "FREE" word with capital letter. In the blogger home site, the "FREE" word is at the end of the sentence, while mine is at the begining. So I guess the word "FREE" is a magical word that attract people in no more than one per tenth second after you read the word. And that is the reason producer/designer use that word with the biggest font size and the most attractive font color that they can put in their products/posters. But I'm still wondering, why is "FREE" word is so magical, that it gives a pleasure feeling to people? So when you say "I am FREE!!" it become such an emotional sentence that express a very pleasure feeling..

And am I free? In fact that I AM FREE, I'm NOT in the feeling freedom this time, and I don't have a pleasure feeling. Right now, my life is like, there are shootingstars raining. Lots of shootingstars! So, did I hate these shootingstars? NO, of course.. It's just like-- I'm in an afraid condition. Wondering how much longer these shootingstars comes to an end, coz I know that there will be a big storm coming after these stars..So, I can't really enjoy these shootingstars and I can't really make any wishes..


BAH, it's hard to think when you wrote things directly in the blog's home site. It is 1.50 AM, can't recheck my writings coz I'm too sleepy right now..